every ending marks a new beginning.


just like,

the end of 2006 marks the beginning of 2007,

the end of one's life marks the beginning of another adventure in the other world, if it actually exists,

& yeah,

the end of exams, means the beginning of slacking & going crazy & the holidays.





i'm gonna find a job during the holidays.
i think me going on the brisbane trip is burdening my parents a lot.
gaaaah.

i recall myself sitting at the bus stop on friday afternoon,
then this father (supposedly), carrying his daughter
came along and they sat somewhere near me.

the daughter started talking to the father in a really irritating faked ang-moh accent, i was disgusted, yet what she said impressed me, but i was quite pissed too.


she glared at her dad and said,
"why don't you have money?"

then she started saying a lot of stuff,
then started complaining about her bag and clothes,
which were considered quite pretty and proper already.

the father was dressed in simple clothes and he looked really worned out.


i mean, what's wrong with her?
yeah, it might be the dad's fault for not being competent enough to earn lots of money, or he might just be lazy. but no matter what, he's still the one providing for you. come on.

what impressed me was what she said later on.

"I love my hands. I love my heart. I love my sisters and brothers. I love my family. I love my friends. You know? I love my hands. I can do so many things with it. I love my heart, it gives me life."

and she said that with that faked ang-moh accent as well.
i was like, wow, okay, what the hell.


at least she treasures herself.
i guess many people tend to take things for granted,
then start regretting when they realise its gonna be gone.

and some people simply don't know how to love themselves,
they do all kinds of things to destroy themselves,
what my mum would say,
糟蹋自己。

its sad to see the world becoming like that.


and all the losers in Indonesia or something,
doing absolutely nothing to help the forest fire thing.
how many lives are being affected?
the homes of so many living creatures destroyed.

and they can say
'We don't have the resources."

what the fuck.
the haze is already terrible here,
think about how the people there are surviving lah.


hopefully everything gets better.



math tomorrow.
let's see,

flexible curve,
calculator,
long ruler,
pens, pencils & erasers,

what else do we need? o_O


remember to bring your stuff!